Song: My Pathetic Life. Vampire Maiden Opening Song one/3 01/08/2012 I wanted my life to change, but now I wish it had stayed the same; though as hectic this chaotic loving world may be, I am happy even though I look sad. Life was once simple, but nothing more than a dream. People all around me had no clue as to what I could be. I am something more than I knew. I didn't have the slightest clue. My mother and father were a lie. My family was shattered before I was born. Insanity lies with in this mind of mine. Unforgiving love burns deep with in my heart. My chest is always tight now. My mind is always crazy. I see and hear the dead. Slaying vampires is what I do. Fighting evil and killing demons every night. Cleaning through out the morning till noon. Washing dishes, mopping floors. Polishing silver, dusting things. I need a way for love to find me. I need some way to escape my past. Every night I dream and visions come to me. I see horrible things. I see happy things. Everywhere I turn I see nothing at all. Lost in the darkness I run for my life. Struggling and trying, to survive each day. An evil witch comes and tries to distroy everything. So here I am, to save the world. But who will save me, when I can't even help myself? So I lay here in bed and I cry...